I am soooo lazy! I went shopping today and bought only one thing for myself (Jason's Lyric- an amazing movie)! I am soooo proud of me! My dad surprised my mom and me at the store while I was holding his gifts. I was so shocked I turned around and walked off. HAHA! Then, he asks (after I had no choice but to meet up with them) "who is that for" and I lied and said my grandfather. HAHA! How could he do that? In a couple of hours my mom and me are going back to the store for the evening sale (this morning we went to the "early bird special" I think. What is wrong with me? I keep on making typos! I've backspaced more than I've made words. Umm, as for now, I have no goal except to clean my room and get a valentine. I don't  even care about  boyfriend anymore. I don't have anyone at Westside that interests me anymore. IDK, guys are so alike that it's not funny. How many cute guys are at Westside? I can count them with one finger. HAHA! That's a shame. I exaggerated a little, but they are scarce. I don't even feel like trying anymore. I could just come to school looking f-cked up, but then I couldn't deal with myself, so hmmm. I am so sick of being lonely! I wanted someone for the holidays, but it seems like I always end up with assholes! Why? I can't get it right. I never fall for the good guys. (Maybe because they're ugly most of the time). Whatever. I guess I can cuddle with my books for the holidays. *Sigh*, I was really hoping this time, but oh well. I guess I'm meant to be alone forever. Maybe I'll be a nun or something. It'll make me feel better than being alone because no one wants me. What is sooo wrong with me? Yes, I am incessant (I think that's the word I want) but damn! I earned it! I shop till I drop, I wear stilettos to school, and I keep my hair done. I believe I have worked hard enough to be proud of it. If my ego is why I'm alone, than what the hell? I guess I have problems because I keep liking the male versions of myself: spoiled, stuck-up, conceited, but fine as hell. Haha. I officially QUIT! To hell with high-school boys. I don't even like anyone, I just don't want to be alone on another Valentine's Day. The other 364/365 days of the year they can kiss my ass! Is it my fault I have such high standards? Don't answer that. I guess I am just too egotistical to find someone. Should I lower my standards for the sake of V-Day, which is getting closer every second?

*Necah*

30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS:
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience.

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around
in their underwear just like we do.

2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each
other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you
will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of
them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't
even wait for the damn hat.

4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you,
it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out
with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not
offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
You know ittt!

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do
discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your
girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your
friends will know you're a pussy..

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a
stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING. Even
if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're
dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call
to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of
him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR girlfriend
closer.

16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if
she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never
make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you
enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents,
and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to
their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does
make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your
friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to
be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without
being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very
gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and
you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or
Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be
meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to
find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have
started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you,
you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you
would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of
power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

(If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things
are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are
a guy, then these are like the mother fuckin best tips you could ever
get!)

You now have 2 options...
1) Repost this bulletin and you will have good luck in all your
relationships.
2) Ignore this, and you will have bad luck in all your
relationships...now you wouldn't want that, would you

This was written by a guy who has had years of experience
Re-post so EVERY GUY will know how to treat a lady

Friday will be my LAST day in Houston for 2 Weeks!!! I am so happy to get away from this crap!!! AAAAH!

*Just Had To Say That. Go To My Other Xanga(s) Already AND SUBSCRIBE!!! Don't Be A LOSER!!! I am that desperate. Noone I know says LOSER anymore. Please Go Check Them Out. I NEED THE HITS! COMMENT FOR GOODNESS' SAKE! EVEN IF YOU LIVE IN TIMBUKTU OR AFGHANISTAN (well, wait, I don't know about that last one, JUST KIDDING! I LOVE YOU ALL) So, please check it out and comment! What good does it do me if you go, but I get no feedback, props, hugs, or subscriptions?!  *Necah*

 I make layouts now. Check out my layouts site. I just made these today (with the whole code and everything) and if you use them I would be very very very happy about that. So, check it out, I worked hard on these! http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=LayoutsByNecah 

 Kicking it here for a little while... http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=PrincessesWearPink  , but not for very long. I just wanted to change my layout without losing all the work I put into this one. So please go to that one, I've worked my bootie off (which is a lot of working in case you haven't seen me in a while, trust me it is, LOL) to fix that place up. I reallie would like props on it, trust me. But, in like two or three weeks, I'll be back to this one. Maybe sooner because I am not re-subscribing to anyone and I'm trying to keep this site for at least a year. I'll let you know when I switch back

*Love Always, BedazzledH20: Necah*

Also, check it out here: http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1885570 , it's my story, and I love it. So, when you're bored (which you will be at least one day during your much better summer than mine) check it out.